As i sat there watching the chinese students represent their country, i didn’t know whether to appreciate the diversity or scream “fuck the chinese”. the smiles on those chinese faces deeply saddened me. now, i don’t hate those kids but i can’t help but feel a little remorse towards them for simply being chinese..i hope i’m making sense here. i am torn between being a loyal citizen and a better human being. they are the reason why i’m a refugee today but i can’t blame them (i mean the students), can i? Mao’s idea of ‘liberating Tibet’ hasn’t so far done its job. Let alone Tibet,china itself is under dictatorship.

so much for my anger… i hope i could do something more worthwhile than just write to prove my patriotism. i guess thats how its going to be for the moment. *fighting*